Tombolo

by Godwit

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1.
Tombolo 00:32
2.
Dakota 04:04
It must have been about midnight I was not right Trynna shake ’em from my bones I was so damn off-kilter That winter When the ill will I could not kill Was burning For spring in my heart For something to start For the loneliness to subside I’m so all out I’m all in Ready to let it begin Looking for some new tears to cry Couldn’t miss ya So I kissed ya (Baby I’m just a lonely dirtbag) Couldn’t miss ya So I kissed ya Got the feeling I couldn’t look back O it’s all there And it’s not fair To do you like that No it’s not fair But you’re still here Tell me do you like that These are the moments I relive On the drive To your parents’ house We’ve all got something to forgive A regret We can live without Couldn’t miss ya So I kissed ya Maybe I’m just a fuckin’ dirtbag Couldn’t miss ya So I kissed ya Got the feeling I couldn’t look back O it’s all there And it’s not fair But you take what you can get No it’s not fair, But you’re still here And I’m not finished with you yet Sometimes I get it so wrong This time I got it so right Sometimes I get people so wrong But I was onto a good one that night Couldn’t miss ya So I kissed ya Got the feeling I couldn’t look back Couldn’t miss ya So I kissed ya And, darling, I never wanna look back
3.
Slide 04:11
You woke at five in a flood of tears The night confirming all your deepest fears And you wonder 'What’s the point in all we do?' And you languish in your ill-earned disrepute You force a smile but you’re feeling fake You flex your principles until they break And you wonder if you’ve crossed a line If it isn’t up to you this time You shrug and say you’re fine I let it slide this time ‘cause I tend to go too far And you try to hide the scars This world can be so cruel To tender souls like you when Your limbs won’t carry you And I’m trying but I am weak I look at you like 'do I really wanna know?' You reply, self-flagellating, 'I don’t really think so' And while it doesn’t seem right Well I just don’t wanna pry You laugh a little But your voice is brittle And I don’t know what is left to do But I know how to make you smile If only for a while And that’s gotta count for something, doesn’t it? (O My homunculus I am ill It seems that I’ve tried everything But I’m breathing still)
4.
So cynical for one so young Insist you don’t believe in love Tell me what are you running from, darling? So once again you fucked it up And was it worth the risk, my love? Everybody’s got their motives, darling And you’ve got a space for them (breathe!) To be as weak as they please You feel it pushing on you, Pushing on you, push, push You give and give and they take You try to fix them, they break You feel it pushing on you, Pushing on you, push Please do your best to be gentle I’m damaged goods and I’m mental Give me a second, I can bring it all down Bring it back down, darling Nobody has pure intentions So honey, what was your question? Give me a second, I can bring it all down Bring it back down, darling So you’re on your knees again What are you praying for, my friend? No man or woman heaven-sent ‘Cause you finally got a reprieve Become whoever you please You feel it calling for you, Calling so you push, push No such thing as a deep down You are the choice you make now You feel it calling for you, Calling so you push ‘Cause I know that I’ve been hurt before But still I’m crawling back for more Of what I lost and what I stand to gain I know that I’ve been hurt before But still I’m crawling back for more In the hope that maybe I am not the same
5.
Ill Will 03:26
Ill will The sister of madness The daughter of love The murder of kindness Bad blood The sting of abrasion A new suit of armour For any occasion Waltzing out the Door once more Before some Body can let you down Young love The pull of that something That arrogant wanting The murder of time Young love The father of ill will Lingering on still Though we move on It’s the thrill of the chasing, The burning, the aching That makes me feel alive When love is a race you’re Always running Always short on time Trust me I come to you gladly Although I tread softly Don’t leave me behind
6.
Anaheim 03:14
This is my Hollywood ending This is my Disneyland ride This is my hopeless devotion This is the death of my pride This is my head on the highway My Californian wine This is my Love in the Afternoon This is my Anaheim Don’t know where I’m going Don’t know if I should But if you came with me That would be pretty good Don’t know my way around LA Nor Sunset Boulevard But when you’re riding tandem with me Nothing seems that hard I close my lips and pretend to be cold Cover my tracks ’cause I think I’ve struck gold I’m staking my claim and I’m guarding it with my life A heart on hiatus has been heading home Since I put my number and name in your phone I’ve buried my hatchets, forgiven the wrongs I can’t right I guess what I’m trying to tell you Is the thing that I don’t wanna say ’Cause who in their right mind could weld so much power And give every morsel away?
7.
Grace 03:43
Written, performed and produced by Sam Timmings in a series of bedrooms. Mastered by TKO at The Armoury, Wellington NZ.
8.
Rome 03:45
One tree on a lonely hill One life, one bitter pill Seven years and crossing out the names One night, one bridge too far We were sitting in my car I confessed I’d had too much to drink You bright and pretty things Push pins through both my wings Take me home and never turn the page If I could go back now Relive it all somehow I wouldn’t try to act my age We were smoking in the park You got still, your eyes got dark I could tell you had something to say ‘If we’re young and lovely once Why’s it have to hurt so much? Seven more and I’ll forget your face When you hold me like that It almost feels like home I never was much good at romance, but When in Rome How many love songs is too many love songs? How many bridges is one bridge too far?
9.
Wasted 03:36
I’ve been spitting on the memories we made Drinking on my own a little much for someone who’s okay Go on and tell me it’s a waste O I might need a doctor I have Come unstuck in time and space I’m fine Really it’s all good Tell me I’m alright Tell me we’re all good I’m wasted On wishing I never met you I can’t Forget you Burned into Both of my retinas You’re wasted On wishing That pain in your side would vanish This knife we’re Still gripping We’ll never let go of Ain’t it funny how the love that you could not recall Became the one thing that your heart could not forget Well you can fill the hole You can move on, you can grow O but the spectre of my body isn’t finished with you yet Is it better to forget than be A martyr to your memory Could I finally be rid of you If I could only follow through Is it better to forget than be (I don’t remember what it was I saw in you) A martyr to your memory (’Cause right now I see nothing) Without you would I still be me (You don’t remember what it was you felt for me) Of something else entirely (’Cause right now you feel nothing)
10.
The Pink 03:38
I thought I was a storm A cloud above the wreckage of the only love I’d known I guess I was wrong What a sweet relief to find that I was human all along And though I can’t imagine why you care as much as you do I’m gonna do my best to sit back and be happy with you Not always good as gold, but I’ve been starting to think If you stick with me we’ll be in the pink I got high hopes Honey don’t paint me blue ’Cause I bet all my money on you Though I can be callous, Self-destructive and cruel I got high hopes Honey don’t paint me blue I gave you my jumper Never wore it anyways You pulled it over your head, said That it smelled like me And reminded you of my room back when we met No I’m not easy and it’s so hard to please me Baby, believe me, I know But if you follow through I’ll be following you And there’s no telling where we could go I can wear bad blood as armour Always had a flair for drama I can hit you where it hurts Always had a way with words (And I’m sorry, baby No I didn’t mean it And I’m sorry, baby) I got high hopes Honey don’t paint me blue

about

Here we are at last – the album! Putting Tombolo together has no doubt been my biggest creative undertaking to date (we’re talking years of work). Consequently these songs are a catalogue of emotional growth. Of heightened emotions and experiences that have taken me a long time to understand. It’s easy to sink into cynicism and distrust. It stands to reason that opening up, being vulnerable and loving can be really difficult. But it’s worth it.

credits

released November 6, 2020

All songs written, performed and produced by Sam Timmings in a series of bedrooms. Backing vocals on ‘Rome’ by Lachlan Craig, Logan Kebbell, Will Langley, Mollie Martin, Alistair Sutherland, Tom Voss, Bethany Watt & Jeff Wise. ‘Ill Will’ mastered by Sam Timmings. All other songs mastered by TKO at The Armoury, Wellington NZ.

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